Things change, people come and go and life just goes on.
People change. From their way of thinking to the actions they make. From the clothes they wear and the way they speak. Whether it's for the good, for the better or for the worst. Change is a part of us. Even if it makes a whole different person out of us, that's just what life is. No way of stopping evolution - it just goes on and on and on.
I have long accepted the fact that people change. Cause me, myself, is also a homesapien. I've deliberately cause trouble to one self and also to others, yet I still repeat my mistakes with total consciousness. I regret, I really do. But nothing really holds me back, nothing stops me. So it comes to mind that I have no rights to stop anyone from becoming what they are. The only thing left to do is to either not care or to just take it all in. And I've endured with everything ever-since.
I'm flawed. I'm a mess. And sometimes, giving up is the only option. But to think of it, what am I giving up? I've been fighting for something I don't even know I want for 15 whole years. And if I had goals now, eventually I'll give up on them! So I've made up my mind. I'm gonna just go with the fucking flow and live my life. I'll die after. And by then, I'll leave my every fate into God's hands.
Now, I wont let anything stop me. Just like in everything I've done, I never let anything hold me down. Well, once I did. For a guy. Pft, that was one mistake that makes me pull a frowny face -____-" But alas, it's the past and now I live for myself. I'm not weak and I don't care for others. Hahaha, really. If that makes me a bitch, than call me a poodle.
I'm a new person. Worse than before? I don't know. But I'm shinning like the stars in the night skies, better than before and feeling fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiine :)
Watch me as I mess up my life and that you, can't do anything about me.
Xx
