These pretty ladies are from section 7. And yeah. I'm kind-off the newcomer but gosh, these people are awesome :') This was during Ilmee's openhouse. This was also the day I bought my Aldo heels (hehe) Anyway, I cannot wait to waste our temporary after PMR freedom together, lol. Love yall long time, hekheks.
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Rindu
These pretty ladies are from section 7. And yeah. I'm kind-off the newcomer but gosh, these people are awesome :') This was during Ilmee's openhouse. This was also the day I bought my Aldo heels (hehe) Anyway, I cannot wait to waste our temporary after PMR freedom together, lol. Love yall long time, hekheks.
I. Am. Excited.
PMR is coming soon and I feel EXCITED! Pressure's there but it's the good type-of pressure. I'm not fully confident and shit but I sure as hell am ready. First day is Bahasa Melayu and Agama and I'm aiming for A's for both subjects, amin. Second day is English and Geography. Third day is Science and Sejarah, a mixture of my best subject and my worst, weird. Fourth day is Maths and Kemahiran Hidup and I'm aiming for A's for both, amin. Hopefully everything turns up well :)
Bahasa Melayu
Studied Bahasa. Tried using all of the "Ayat-ayat Gramatis" my teacher gave to the whole class. Incomplete but I gave it a try. Topic: Pembungan Bayi.
Masalah pembuangan bayi sedang berleluasa dan kita tidak wajar hanya akur dengan arus yang songsang ini. Adakah ini suatu petanda kehancuran generasi? Perubahan yang diharap masih belum menjelma. Tambahan, terdapat pelbagai lagi masalah sosial yang sedang menghinggapi masyarakat. Jika kita membiarkan masalah ini terus melanda negara ini, ternyatalah kita akan mendepani masa depan yang tidak menentu.
Kita perlu mengorak langkah tetapi masalahnya, kita mahu memberi pendapat tetapi tidak rela dikritik. Masalah sosial dan susila meruncing tetapi kita masih terbelenggu dengan cara berfikir yang sempit. Masyarakat tidak patut melalaikan hal ini, malahan, kita perlulah bersatu padu dan menggembleng tenaga.
Cara pertama adalah dengan mewujudkan masyarakat yang bermaklumat dan berpengetahuan. Zaman sekarang, para pelajar lebih cenderung kepada keseronokan dan berpeleseran. Kita hendaklah mendidik minda mereka dengan ilmu-ilmu moralyang tinggi dan menyediakan kursus dan latihan yang relevan. Tambahkan nilai keinsanan yang syumul. Dengan adanya ini, terbinalah impian masa depan yang lebih gemilang.
Masalah pembuangan bayi sedang berleluasa dan kita tidak wajar hanya akur dengan arus yang songsang ini. Adakah ini suatu petanda kehancuran generasi? Perubahan yang diharap masih belum menjelma. Tambahan, terdapat pelbagai lagi masalah sosial yang sedang menghinggapi masyarakat. Jika kita membiarkan masalah ini terus melanda negara ini, ternyatalah kita akan mendepani masa depan yang tidak menentu.
Kita perlu mengorak langkah tetapi masalahnya, kita mahu memberi pendapat tetapi tidak rela dikritik. Masalah sosial dan susila meruncing tetapi kita masih terbelenggu dengan cara berfikir yang sempit. Masyarakat tidak patut melalaikan hal ini, malahan, kita perlulah bersatu padu dan menggembleng tenaga.
Cara pertama adalah dengan mewujudkan masyarakat yang bermaklumat dan berpengetahuan. Zaman sekarang, para pelajar lebih cenderung kepada keseronokan dan berpeleseran. Kita hendaklah mendidik minda mereka dengan ilmu-ilmu moralyang tinggi dan menyediakan kursus dan latihan yang relevan. Tambahkan nilai keinsanan yang syumul. Dengan adanya ini, terbinalah impian masa depan yang lebih gemilang.
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
I got bored
1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
No.
2. Smart?
Why not :)
3. Preferred age?
Older.
4. Preferred height?
Taller.
5. How about sense of humor?
Need and must.
6. How about piercings?
I don't mind really.
7. Accepts you for who you are?
Yessssss (Y) My flaws are ridiculous.
8. Pink hair?
Uhh, no.
9. Mushy or no?
Mushy!
10. Thin or fat?
Buff.
11. Black, Brown, Yellow or White (skin color)?
Purple. Lolno, I don't mind :)
12. Long hair or short hair?
I prefer short.
13. Plastic or metal?
Someone real please :)
14. Smells good?
Ahhh yes, this is a turn on (Y) lol
15. Smoker?
I don't mind really ~
16. Drinker?
And again, I don't mind ~
17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
Like in Taylor Swift's video clip? Lol why not :p
18. Muscular?
Y-e-s.
19. Plays piano?
Sentimental - nice (Y)
20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
Heh, not really a big fan. Excluding Brendon Urie!
21. Plays violin?
Heh, okay.
22. Sings very well?
If he could sing like Brendon Urie, HOMERUN! LOL
23. Vain?
Hell. No.
24. With glasses?
A mixture of innocence with a dash of geeky, *drools (Y)
25. With braces?
I don't mind :)
26. Shy type?
Yes.
27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
Bad boys are sexy, good boys are seducing. Lol, I can't choose.
28. Active or passive?
In what? ;) Lolololol
29. Tight or bomb?
Second choice, cool guys.
30. Singer or dancer?
Dancer. But if it's Brendon Urie, singer wins :)
31. Stunner?
Stonner-
32. Hiphop?
I like a guy with swagger.
33. Earrings?
I don't mind :)
34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
Past is past bro.
35. Dimples?
Adorable.
36. Bookworm?
Amazing :O but not a bonus really
37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
Aww I like (Y)
38. Playful?
Yeah.
39. Flirt?
Flirts actually know what they're doing, so it's kind-of a plus.
40. Poem writer?
Amazing.
41. Serious?
Depends.
42. Campus crush?
I like love stories.
43. Painter?
YES (Y)
44. Religious?
A guy who has beliefs is enough. But I believe in Allah okay :)
45. Someone who likes to tease people?
Uh not really.
46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
Computer games geek FO'SHUREEE.
47. Speaks 20 languages?
FOR WHAT?!
48. Loyal or faithful?
Neither. Lolno, both.
49. Good kisser?
Hellllll yes.
50. Loves children?
Sure why not. But I don't want kids though.
51.Crazy or not Crazy
Random guys are actually thrilling. I have a thing for adrenaline ;)
No.
2. Smart?
Why not :)
3. Preferred age?
Older.
4. Preferred height?
Taller.
5. How about sense of humor?
Need and must.
6. How about piercings?
I don't mind really.
7. Accepts you for who you are?
Yessssss (Y) My flaws are ridiculous.
8. Pink hair?
Uhh, no.
9. Mushy or no?
Mushy!
10. Thin or fat?
Buff.
11. Black, Brown, Yellow or White (skin color)?
Purple. Lolno, I don't mind :)
12. Long hair or short hair?
I prefer short.
13. Plastic or metal?
Someone real please :)
14. Smells good?
Ahhh yes, this is a turn on (Y) lol
15. Smoker?
I don't mind really ~
16. Drinker?
And again, I don't mind ~
17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
Like in Taylor Swift's video clip? Lol why not :p
18. Muscular?
Y-e-s.
19. Plays piano?
Sentimental - nice (Y)
20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
Heh, not really a big fan. Excluding Brendon Urie!
21. Plays violin?
Heh, okay.
22. Sings very well?
If he could sing like Brendon Urie, HOMERUN! LOL
23. Vain?
Hell. No.
24. With glasses?
A mixture of innocence with a dash of geeky, *drools (Y)
25. With braces?
I don't mind :)
26. Shy type?
Yes.
27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
Bad boys are sexy, good boys are seducing. Lol, I can't choose.
28. Active or passive?
In what? ;) Lolololol
29. Tight or bomb?
Second choice, cool guys.
30. Singer or dancer?
Dancer. But if it's Brendon Urie, singer wins :)
31. Stunner?
Stonner-
32. Hiphop?
I like a guy with swagger.
33. Earrings?
I don't mind :)
34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
Past is past bro.
35. Dimples?
Adorable.
36. Bookworm?
Amazing :O but not a bonus really
37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
Aww I like (Y)
38. Playful?
Yeah.
39. Flirt?
Flirts actually know what they're doing, so it's kind-of a plus.
40. Poem writer?
Amazing.
41. Serious?
Depends.
42. Campus crush?
I like love stories.
43. Painter?
YES (Y)
44. Religious?
A guy who has beliefs is enough. But I believe in Allah okay :)
45. Someone who likes to tease people?
Uh not really.
46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
Computer games geek FO'SHUREEE.
47. Speaks 20 languages?
FOR WHAT?!
48. Loyal or faithful?
Neither. Lolno, both.
49. Good kisser?
Hellllll yes.
50. Loves children?
Sure why not. But I don't want kids though.
51.Crazy or not Crazy
Random guys are actually thrilling. I have a thing for adrenaline ;)
Emo songs stuck on replay
Need I elucidate, these feelings you poured all over me? I'm not gonna lie, you may not be first. I'm not gonna exaggerate, saying this feels different. I'm not gonna hope, for I might get hallucinated. But I like you, on the level where I can't put it into words. Still I stick by my doubts and insecurities, my ego is my bestfriend and I will not let my guards down. Bulletproof - yes I am.
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Young at heart
Muzzamel, Shidy, Farah Sakinah, Zariq, Faris, Azeem ♥
Thanks for waking me up, surprising me and for the cake! (And for feeding me, lol) Gosh I love you guys. And yes Shidy, you first ok, first. HAHAHAHA. Thanks for the gifts Cikgu Hapizi, Naja, Ira and Azeem :')
Monday, September 27, 2010
Sunday, September 26, 2010
(:
Im on some new shit. Im chuckin my deuces up to him. Im moving on to something better better better. No more tryin to make it work
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Denied
Today was pretty normal.
I had school like usual. Shamsul treated me for lunch (Y) and I had a little breakdown in class. Hormones, crazy little fuckers. I actually stabbed Adam repeatedly with my pen leaving his shirt with black dots. Sorry Adam, it was that time of the month okay, you shouldn't have called me a pig :( I know, I know, I get mad for the littlest things, shame on me. Around 3pm I went for tuition. After 4 hours of hard ass work (and tons of yawns), Pidot, Irfan and Wan picked me up and sent me home (: Went over to Fa's place and had those best friend moments, aww, lol. --- Kies
I had school like usual. Shamsul treated me for lunch (Y) and I had a little breakdown in class. Hormones, crazy little fuckers. I actually stabbed Adam repeatedly with my pen leaving his shirt with black dots. Sorry Adam, it was that time of the month okay, you shouldn't have called me a pig :( I know, I know, I get mad for the littlest things, shame on me. Around 3pm I went for tuition. After 4 hours of hard ass work (and tons of yawns), Pidot, Irfan and Wan picked me up and sent me home (: Went over to Fa's place and had those best friend moments, aww, lol. --- Kies
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
My ways are irrelevant, my stories are exaggerated.
If everything turned out to be a sick cruel downfall, trust me, I'll be prepared but it would still hurt. Though doubts are in a high rate, I can't really defy this, but it really doesn't bother me. Why, I don't even know.
Friday, September 17, 2010
Guuuuuuuuuess what
Lol okay Meme.
Anyway, I just got back from a night out. On Wednesday, I sleptover at Rafeeqa's place. Then on Thursday, I sleptover again but Fa was there too. We coloured our hair but our attempt was an epic failure. Oh and just now, I went out with Tun for dinner at Emastika. Then he left me because supposedly, Fawwaz was "already" on the way. So I waited at McDonalds, got harassed by this cute guy. Flattering but scary. BLABLABLA... I feel like pooping.
Life is karma, put on replay
If happiness came in bottles, I'd get it by the gallons. But the sad truth is, happiness is everything but permanent. And for all that it is, I am content. Happiness might be on my "want" list but it'll never be on my "need" list. So there you go, another emo-filled-blog-post. Have fun living your sad sad life dumbfucks.
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Monday, September 13, 2010
Boy, you did me wrong
"You fed me bitter, you fed me pain. The bottoms up and you're to blame."--- Kiestina.
It's 2AM, feeling like I've just lost a friend. Hope you know it's not easy for me.
It's funny how you could give me the world and leave me in it alone. Wait, it's not funny. It's painful; it's torture. I feel tormented by my own existence. Every minute of everyday is like inhaling carbon monoxide, my lungs can't take the uncontrollable pollutant of this hell hole most people call Earth. What is Hell when Earth is just the same standard. Life is divine - MY ASS.
It's 2AM, feeling like I've just lost a friend. Hope you know it's not easy for me.
It's funny how you could give me the world and leave me in it alone. Wait, it's not funny. It's painful; it's torture. I feel tormented by my own existence. Every minute of everyday is like inhaling carbon monoxide, my lungs can't take the uncontrollable pollutant of this hell hole most people call Earth. What is Hell when Earth is just the same standard. Life is divine - MY ASS.
Georgasm
APPEARANCE
[ ] I am shorter than 5’4.
[x] I think I’m ugly sometimes.
[ ] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I wear glasses
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[ ] I have freckles.
FAMILY
[x] I’ve sworn at my parents.
[x] I’ve run away from home.
[ ] I’ve been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I want to adopt someday.
SCHOOL/WORK
[x] I’m in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I’ve missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I’ve been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I’ve stolen something from my job
[ ] I’ve been fired.
EMBARRASSMENT
[x] I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I’ve snorted while laughing.
[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[x] I’ve glued my hand to something.
[ ] I’ve laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I’ve had my trousers rip in public.
HEALTH
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment/problem
[ ] I’ve gotten stitches.
[x] I’ve broken a bone.
[ ] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[x] I’ve sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I’ve had chicken pox.
[ ] I have/had asthma.
TRAVELING
[ ] I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I’ve been on a plane.
[ ] I’ve been to Canada.
[ ] I’ve been to Mexico.
[ ] I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I’ve been to Japan.
[ ] I’ve Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I’ve been to Europe.
[ ] I’ve been to Africa.
EXPERIENCES
[x] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[x] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I’ve been to a casino.
[ ] I’ve been skydiving.
[x] I’ve gone skinny dipping.
[x] I’ve played spin the bottle.
[ ] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I’ve crashed a car.
[ ] I’ve been skiing.
[x] I’ve been in a play.
[x] I’ve met someone in person from the internet.
[ ] I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[x] I’ve ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I’ve eaten sushi.
[ ] I’ve been snowboarding.
RELATIONSHIPS
[x] I’ve gone on a blind date.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced
[x] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[x] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
[x] I’ve told someone I loved them and didn’t get a clear response.
[x] I’ve felt rejected even if I wasn’t.
[x] I’ve loved/liked someone I knew a friend loved/liked.
HONESTY
[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[x] I’ve cheated on a test.
[ ] I’ve been suspended from school.
BAD TIMES
[ ] I’ve consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I can’t swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[x] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I’m depressed.
[x] I take/have taken anti-depressants.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with anorexia or bulimia.
[x] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
[x] I’ve woken up crying.
DEATH
[ ] I’m afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[ ] I’ve seen someone dying.
MATERIALISM
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
RANDOM
[ ] I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[ ] I watch the news.
[x] I don’t kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ringtone.
[ ] I obsess over grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair
[ ] I have “x”s in my screen name
[x] I love being neat
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day
[x] I can cook.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red, black or blue.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly
[x] I am online a lot, even as an away message.
[x] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I can’t sleep if there is a roach in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[ ] I’m good at remembering faces.
[ ] I’m good at remembering names
[ ] I’m good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
[ ] I am shorter than 5’4.
[x] I think I’m ugly sometimes.
[ ] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I wear glasses
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[ ] I have freckles.
FAMILY
[x] I’ve sworn at my parents.
[x] I’ve run away from home.
[ ] I’ve been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I want to adopt someday.
SCHOOL/WORK
[x] I’m in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I’ve missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I’ve been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I’ve stolen something from my job
[ ] I’ve been fired.
EMBARRASSMENT
[x] I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I’ve snorted while laughing.
[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[x] I’ve glued my hand to something.
[ ] I’ve laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I’ve had my trousers rip in public.
HEALTH
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment/problem
[ ] I’ve gotten stitches.
[x] I’ve broken a bone.
[ ] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[x] I’ve sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I’ve had chicken pox.
[ ] I have/had asthma.
TRAVELING
[ ] I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I’ve been on a plane.
[ ] I’ve been to Canada.
[ ] I’ve been to Mexico.
[ ] I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I’ve been to Japan.
[ ] I’ve Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I’ve been to Europe.
[ ] I’ve been to Africa.
EXPERIENCES
[x] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[x] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I’ve been to a casino.
[ ] I’ve been skydiving.
[x] I’ve gone skinny dipping.
[x] I’ve played spin the bottle.
[ ] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I’ve crashed a car.
[ ] I’ve been skiing.
[x] I’ve been in a play.
[x] I’ve met someone in person from the internet.
[ ] I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[x] I’ve ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I’ve eaten sushi.
[ ] I’ve been snowboarding.
RELATIONSHIPS
[x] I’ve gone on a blind date.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced
[x] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[x] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
[x] I’ve told someone I loved them and didn’t get a clear response.
[x] I’ve felt rejected even if I wasn’t.
[x] I’ve loved/liked someone I knew a friend loved/liked.
HONESTY
[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[x] I’ve cheated on a test.
[ ] I’ve been suspended from school.
BAD TIMES
[ ] I’ve consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I can’t swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[x] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I’m depressed.
[x] I take/have taken anti-depressants.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with anorexia or bulimia.
[x] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
[x] I’ve woken up crying.
DEATH
[ ] I’m afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[ ] I’ve seen someone dying.
MATERIALISM
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
RANDOM
[ ] I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[ ] I watch the news.
[x] I don’t kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ringtone.
[ ] I obsess over grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair
[ ] I have “x”s in my screen name
[x] I love being neat
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day
[x] I can cook.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red, black or blue.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly
[x] I am online a lot, even as an away message.
[x] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I can’t sleep if there is a roach in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[ ] I’m good at remembering faces.
[ ] I’m good at remembering names
[ ] I’m good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Saturday, September 11, 2010
9/11
Remember, remember, the 11th of September.
Weird Coincidences:
1) New York City has 11 letters
2) Afghanistan has 11 letters.
3) Ramsin Yuseb (The terrorist who threatened to
destroy the Twin Towers in 1993) has 11 letters.
4) George W Bush has 11 letters.
5) The two twin towers make an “11″
This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets more interesting:
1) New York is the 11th state.
2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number 11.
3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11
4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers, was carrying 65 passengers.
6+5 = 11
5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1 = 11
6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911.
9 + 1 + 1 = 11.
Sheer coincidence. .?! Read on and make up your own mind:
1) The total number of victims inside all the hi-jacked planes was 254. 2 + 5 + 4 = 11.
2) September 11 is day number 254 of the calendar year.
Again 2 + 5 + 4 = 11.
3) The Madrid bombing took place on 3/11/2004. 3 + 1 + 1 + 2 + 4 = 11.
4) The tragedy of Madrid happened 911 days after the Twin Towers incident.
Sheer coincidence. .?! Read on and make up your own mind: Now this is where things get totally eerie:
The most recognized symbol for the US,after the Stars & Stripes, is the Eagle. The following verse is taken from the Koran, the Islamic holy book:
“For it is written that a son of Arabia would awaken a fearsome Eagle. The wrath of the Eagle would be felt throughout the lands of Allah and lo, while some of the people trembled in despair still more rejoiced: for the wrath of the Eagle cleansed the lands of Allah and there was peace.”
That verse is number 9.11 of the Koran.
Still unconvinced about all of this..?! Try this
Open Microsoft Word and do the following (TRY THIS FOR REAL)
1. Type in capitals Q33 NY. This is the flight number of the first plane to hit one of the Twin Towers.
2. Highlight the Q33 NY
3. Change the font size to 48.
4. Change the actual font to the WINGDINGS 1.
This article is a fraud.
The verse number 9:11 in the Quran is Surah At'Tawbah. "But if they repent, establish prayer, and give zakah, then they are your brothers in religion; and We detail the verses for a people who know." This to be exact.
This article is interesting though.
9/11
The Falling Man
One of the most haunting images captured from 9/11, it shows a man free-falling after he has jumped from one of the windows of North Tower. He was one of the people they call “Jumpers”, who chose to jump to their death rather than get suffocated by the smoke or get buried under the rubble. Some called them cowards, while some sensationalized them as tragic symbols of 9/11. But the fact of the matter is, it was a hard choice for anyone to make, and one can not really judge the decisions a person makes in times like these.
People, you rant so much about how you have a hard time making choices. Whether you should work on your assignment or go out with your friends. Whether you should date this guy or that guy. Whether you should break up with your boyfriend or not. Whether you should wear the pink blouse or the baby blue one. Imagine the choice this man had to make.
Friday, September 10, 2010
Antoine Dodson
He's climbin in your windows
He's snatchin your people up
Tryna rape em so y'all need to
Hide your kids, hide your wife
Hide your kids, hide your wife
Hide your kids, hide your wife
And hide your husband
Cuz they're rapin errbody out here
You don't have to come and confess
We're lookin for you
We gon find you
We gon find you
So you can run and tell that,
Run and tell that
Run and tell that, homeboy
Home, home, homeboy
We got your t-shirt
You done left fingerprints and all
You are so dumb
You are really dumb--for real
The man got away leaving behind evidence
I was attacked by some idiot in the projects
So dumb, so dumb, so dumb, so --
I literally ROLF-ED
In my spare time, I write this
Loving you is like being in a dark room. You're as vulnerable as can be. Feeling overly exposed but you just can't see. Knowing you're not alone and that there's that someone out to grab you whenever, wherever.
Loving you is like taking antibiotics, once I start, I just can't stop.
#original.
Loving you is like taking antibiotics, once I start, I just can't stop.
#original.
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Pray
Oh God, if I may, here I pray
Please just listen to me
I know, that I’ve been blessed
With divines in depths
And greatness in gallons
But I, I’m alone and lonely
Tryna figure things out
So many… questions… left unanswered…
God, can you hear me?
Yes, I write emo songs to God. Leave me alone.
Monday, September 6, 2010
Vampire Sucks
Watched this movie for the second time. Okay, I know how lame it is to watch the same movie twice. But in my defense, I wasn't the one who bought the ticket. But heck, this movie deserves a second watch. It's fucking hilarious. You guys should watch it :-)
Camp Rock 2
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lqAQfKIJ0Tg
THIS IS SO ADORABLE :3
Nick Jonas - Introducing Me.
This was probably the best part in the movie. I'm a total loser for Disney movies (I'M SORRY) Well fuck you guys if you guys are too old and mature, LONG LIVE BEING A LOSER. God bless!
THIS IS SO ADORABLE :3
Nick Jonas - Introducing Me.
This was probably the best part in the movie. I'm a total loser for Disney movies (I'M SORRY) Well fuck you guys if you guys are too old and mature, LONG LIVE BEING A LOSER. God bless!
Sunday, September 5, 2010
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
I see your face in my mind as I drive away
'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around
And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand
And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out
And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand
And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me
And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me, oh
I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
kieszaaap
#nowplaying Taylor Swift - Breathe. Living one of those moments when a song tells the story of your life. Hm |:
'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around
And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand
And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out
And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand
And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me
And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me, oh
I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
#nowplaying Taylor Swift - Breathe. Living one of those moments when a song tells the story of your life. Hm |:
Friday, September 3, 2010
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Call me pro. Cause I am.
Intro: (Epic ass Pokemon song plays)
Hello, (backdrop music fades) I'm Kiestina. I'm lame and I like speaking in a third person manner. I like wearing dresses and heels but I'm no more then my jeans and t-shirts. I love the colours teal and cerulean blue. I'm a diehard fan of converse but my casuals are usually flats. I do not have a favorite anything. Except for favorite band, Panic! At The Disco. I'm pretty much obsessed/in love/love drunk/hungover over Brendon Boyd Urie. I harass him on twitter hoping for a simple reply but alas, no luck. I'm pathetic like that, mhm. In my spare time, I actually like to study, I love expanding my vocabulary in English and also in Bahasa. I love Maths, though I'm not really a Math Geek but Math is actually fun. Nerd. I love Science and it's the only subject that I could easily understand in a matter of minutes. Asides being a total loser, I like to waste my every pulse on fulfilling my adrenaline rush. I have that thirst inside of me of being a fucking rebel. Who doesn't? Anyway, my family is amazing. My mother is truly one of a kind. You shitty motherfuckers ain't got a mother like mine, trust me. And my dad is also a really funny guy. If you live under the same roof as mine, you would know why. My brother is a fucking genius, it's as if he's brain is developed by Einstein. My fat older sister is so so creative. She can really solve things herself in really weird ways, it's awesome. And my two younger siblings, are bound to grow up into great little fellas, I know it. Okay, I love blogging and writing and shit, but hey, I'm lazy as well. Ciao
(Epic ass Pokemon song plays)
Hello, (backdrop music fades) I'm Kiestina. I'm lame and I like speaking in a third person manner. I like wearing dresses and heels but I'm no more then my jeans and t-shirts. I love the colours teal and cerulean blue. I'm a diehard fan of converse but my casuals are usually flats. I do not have a favorite anything. Except for favorite band, Panic! At The Disco. I'm pretty much obsessed/in love/love drunk/hungover over Brendon Boyd Urie. I harass him on twitter hoping for a simple reply but alas, no luck. I'm pathetic like that, mhm. In my spare time, I actually like to study, I love expanding my vocabulary in English and also in Bahasa. I love Maths, though I'm not really a Math Geek but Math is actually fun. Nerd. I love Science and it's the only subject that I could easily understand in a matter of minutes. Asides being a total loser, I like to waste my every pulse on fulfilling my adrenaline rush. I have that thirst inside of me of being a fucking rebel. Who doesn't? Anyway, my family is amazing. My mother is truly one of a kind. You shitty motherfuckers ain't got a mother like mine, trust me. And my dad is also a really funny guy. If you live under the same roof as mine, you would know why. My brother is a fucking genius, it's as if he's brain is developed by Einstein. My fat older sister is so so creative. She can really solve things herself in really weird ways, it's awesome. And my two younger siblings, are bound to grow up into great little fellas, I know it. Okay, I love blogging and writing and shit, but hey, I'm lazy as well. Ciao
(Epic ass Pokemon song plays)
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
Me
You can hear an uncertainty in my voice.
And all the lies going through my teeth.
As I bite my tongue, no pain will be received.
For my every pulse, have been wasted on a dream.
But for my hopes, they will still live.
Though I may operate, I wont recuperate.
And I accept the consequences, I accept the flaws.
Now I will bear with this hardship,
Till the day I'm consign to grave.
And I'll leave my every fate in God's hands.
I wont fight back but I wont break.
But for now, I live a dead life.
A dead life lives on me.
- Kiestina
And all the lies going through my teeth.
As I bite my tongue, no pain will be received.
For my every pulse, have been wasted on a dream.
But for my hopes, they will still live.
Though I may operate, I wont recuperate.
And I accept the consequences, I accept the flaws.
Now I will bear with this hardship,
Till the day I'm consign to grave.
And I'll leave my every fate in God's hands.
I wont fight back but I wont break.
But for now, I live a dead life.
A dead life lives on me.
- Kiestina
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)





























.png)

.png)