Yaaaaaaaaawn

"I'm a mess. Polluted, distorted and a handfull. In conclusion, I'm pretty much a trainwreck. But I love you. I just do. If you told me to give you atleast 10 reasons, I'd give you a million. I'd write it in my wedding vows. I'd scar it all over my flesh. For you to know, that I do. But who am I to be loved, I'm not nice, I'm not a ball of sunshine. Infact I'm really emo and deep about things. I've done things I regret now. I've done things I know that's wrong but I still do it anyway. I still do the things I tell myself not to. I would change but that wouldn't mean I'd have you. And I could change for myself but I don't want to. I don't see the point. I'm a mess but I'm content. But if I had you that would be everything I could ever need. Unfortunately, I don't have you. And I'm still breathing..."