Day by day, everything just moves the same. I try to cope, trying to hope. Day by day, I keep on my search. For long-lasting happiness, one I used to feel when I was with you. Now living only feels like trying to stay alive. But what is living when it's only for survival? Cause boy, when I had you by my side, there wasn't a single day when I felt vulnerable. You were my prince, my knight and shining armor. But things happened and lightning came down on us before we even had a chance to work things out. I bled for you, you just never knew it, cause to you, I will always be that girl who broke your heart. Never realizing how much pain it actually put me through. How much I sacrificed for you. You called me heartless, you called me a bitch, you told me to rot in Hell. Well, I guess I will.
But before I do, I might as well breath while I still can. But how do I? Next year wont be my honeymoon year. She'll be there, you'll be there. Holding hands and laughing, sharing stupid shit that isn't even funny. Tell me how do you cope with knowing that the one you love is with someone else. Tell me how do you cope with knowing that the one you love is falling for someone else. Tell me how do you cope with SEEING the one you love be with the one who replaced you.
Well, pouring acid into my eyes would hurt but it will definitely not hurt as much as seeing you all over her.
Oh whatever. School 2011, will definitely be a bitch. --And I'm NOT prepared.
