Life

I just realized something

I didn't get a birthday cake from Mum this year.



Hmmm.

Necrophilia

Necrophilia: also called thanatophilia, and necrolagnia, is the sexual attraction to corpses.

Nobody has it easy.

How can I ever forget you

A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

He said "If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"
He said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better

But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
and believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

New look for 2011?

1. Black rimmed glasses
Poser-like, but hey, you have to admit, it's geeky and adorable.




2. A small black backpack with a cow keychain

Why all the black? Cause I'm fucking emo let it be. And cows are just, ah, my life's dream (Y) (FYI, I have this big dream of milking a black and white cow somewhere in New Zealand, I don't even know why, blame Dutch Lady)



3. Square-shaped wristwatch

No more asking what time is it to my classmates (:



4. A fucking waterbottle

Indeed, I get thirsty so fast. Lethargic, yes I am. A different colour for each day? Ngehehe...



5. LOL YES, PACKED LUNCH FOR EVERY FUCKING DAY (Y)

No more days when I forget to bring money and go around stealing other people's food.



6. And folders...

For all those printed out homeworks

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OH GOD. Yes, I am lame. My level of lame-ness is off the chain. Brotha, you can't be as lame as I am. I'm the Queen of lame. Hey, I'm the King of Queens of lameness. Jussayyin'

Hi

"I'm aware that my appearance isn't really settling to the eyes. And I'm also completely aware that my virtues are also flawed. I'm a human being, scarred with my mistakes and tainted with imperfections. I've also noticed how the public eyes me under a microscope and how this world is just, unfair. I have no excuse to doubt the reality of it, in fact my grip on reality is so tight, no sports bra could ever compete with. So here I am, willingly facing the world and ready to say, fuck you all and your criticism. Yeah you're all entitled to your own opinion, sad thing is, I never asked. So when will you dumbfucks realize, that you will NEVER bring me down?"

I'm Kiestina and nobody asked who you are.

Deuces bitches -x-

Bounce

Planned to go jogging with Naqib at 7AM today but typical me, I woke up around 2PM. But still, I did go out with Naqib today. Afiq and him picked me at my place and we went to Burger King. Adam was there too. Talked about the good ol' days. Argued with Naqib the whole day through. Oh God, it wasn't funny. But yeah, we were just kidding. Then Adam let me drive his car (Y) And yezza, I'm a fucking pro. 

Well, that was my day and I had a good time.

Deuces -x-

Goals this month (!)

Before the 28th of December, these are the things I hope to get done.

1) Buy all the missing Form 3 textbooks and return them



2) Start jogging



3) Yes... get new undies and bras



4) Shop for new kicks



5) And find Acid Wash Jeans



Anyone nice enough to help me out?

Dye, dye or die

This is the OH-SO-FUCKING gorgeous, Jessica Serfaty.

Asides her beauty and girl-next-door like looks, she is a really awesome person (Even though I don't know her in real life, on ANTM Cycle 14, she seemed like a really nice person)

Anyway, I point of this whole post is that I really really love her hair. I want to die my hair in a little lighter shade (like the left photo). But then again, I like the whole hazel brown highlights and dark brunette hair (Like the right photo) Hm, decisions decisions. Either way, she's a fucking beauty and I envy her to the bones.

If you bitches think you're pretty, look at her and think again.

Long live

Is there somebody out there for me? Someone who loves me and could set me free. Cause I wanna start new and I'm done with being blue. And when I saw you, I thought that you could be my boo. -x-

Glory, glory Man United?

Kaiyisah: Nana go downstairs and take a look at the new fountain.

Kiestina: Uhh God, my bra's missing. 

*Wears Manchester United's sweater*

*Goes downstairs*

*Finds daddy smiling at me*

Daddy: Thank God you're a Manchester United fan! *Hugs*

Kiestina: Daddy... I'm a Liverpool fan.

Daddy: *Pulls a really funny sad face* Get out

Kiestina. LOLOLOLOLOL

Chord Overstreet

Your voice, is amazing. #marryme
I love you on Glee. I love you.
Hi, you're so hot. Okay? Alright.



Your lips are adorable :3

Here is a dedication post

This is my little sister, Kieyanna Abu Saffian. She's... oh fuck, I forgot how old she is. Anyway, I love her to bits and well, when she starts to age and grow older, I would want to be there for her, guarding every side of her soul. No guy is gonna leave her bitter and empty, no guy will ever hurt her. She'll grow up strong one day, better than her sister ever was. I'm gonna teach her the lesson where guys are all dumbfucks but one day, one guy will flip every little shitty story I told her about my previous(s) and make her believe in love. Though she's just a little girl and well, I'm a little dramatic about these things. But hey, she's got my blood running through her veins and I'm pretty sure she's gonna have all that fucked up drama I had to go through, one day. And if God allows us to grow older, live a healthy life and so on, I hope to be that sister to guide her through life and be everything she needs in a sister. Gosh, why the fuck am I so dramatic. And why don't I feel this way about Kameleia?... LOLOLOLOL! Okay, don't take it wrong, I love all my siblings, but this tiny fella, I can see it in her eyes that she's just another mini-me, and boy, how I'd like to say that that's a good thing but mannnn, it is not.

-x-

Section 13, kereta-nival

The carnival was awesome. 

I went there with Farhah, Awateef, Awaina, Fahkrie, Zhariff, Qayyum, Faiz and met with Nabil and Wunny there. I had the time of my life, screaming like a bitch getting raped by a gang of niggers. Uhh, okay, that was a little exaggerated buuuut I did have the time of my life (: I also went in the stupid haunted house with Amin, Mahfuz, Shafiq and Harris... a waste of RM4 but keeping safe being my boyfriend's back was fun, hihi. I loved screaming in his ears... and he too enjoyed insulting me after. Lolokay, long story short, I had a good time.

Going to Kuantan tomorrow and when I get back, Amin's off to Pangkor. Gonna miss him baddddd, oh well.

-x-

Been there, done that

Hey.

I've had it a lot worst okay.

And it all started with this little thing called the "REUNION". Your intentions was to try something new and to have the time of your life. Then these... FEEDBACKS suddenly shoot you in the head and stabs you in the heart and you tell yourself not to give a fuck, but then again, you do. Well, these are the consequences of your actions and well, this is also, how do you say it... Highschool. It's a little fucked up. But do note that me and my friends did NOT mock your reunion, for all I know is that handling and hosting one is a really hard thing - Been there, done that. So like, to those who organized the whole reunion, though I don't know exactly how it was, good job and relax, haters gon' hate and honestly, I have NOTHING against it. Asides the fact that you guys kinda copied the things I do, it's kinda weird... But anyways, my apologies and don't take it too seriously, cmon, remember God did reward us with the whole freedom of speech thing, justsayin (:

-x-