Wednesday, November 24, 2010

I miss you

"Semakin hari, semakin rindu."

--- It's true, I never knew how to appreciate. Since 1995 till today. I never knew how much you were worth, not saying I thought you never meant anything, I'm just saying I took you for granted and oh how I wish I didn't. You never did much but you did everything and you did enough. You were everything I needed and everything I never knew I wanted. I have always loved you, I just never showed it the way I was suppose to. I regret everything. And these words doesn't even sound close to sincere but I am. I fucking regret everything. I wish I still had you. I just want to call you, I want you to answer, say "Hello" and just be on the phone with you.... At least, just to hear your voice. If you don't want to talk then let me hear the sound of your breath. I miss you. GOD, I MISS YOU. I miss us. I just, don't know how to move on, when I still believe we still have a chance... Please God tell me we still have a chance.

Who else is this for? Asides the one and only, it rhymes with Benry.