You, my dear, will forever be my weakness. No way of eliminating you. I tried, I really did. I tried to remove you, let you go, forget you... ended up being another failure. I never succeed anyway. I miss you, I just do. I MISS YOU! I just want to scream it at the top of my lungs and let my insides bleed.
This was me, a few minutes ago. Still will be.
Grieving. Yes I am.