Not one of my best days, not one of my worst, but waking up after a huge fight with your own mother doesn't really scream what a beautiful day. Ugh. Whatever. I'm done trying. I'm stuck, I'm a mess and I don't give a fuck. And no one, that even includes my dear self, could change my own mind.
Life is bullshit and then you die.
Everyone of you fuckers should just realize that. Yeah, even you, mum.
Stop trying to change me.
Lesson: You're alone in the world. Nothing last forever. We all die. Family means nothing.
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Like crossing the street
You know the feeling when you literally can't breath? When you're telling your body to inhale but you just forgot how to? Yeah, it's happening a lot lately. And I don't even have asthma. I just feel so pressured :\ didn't know I'd be one of those type of girls... yakno, weak.
Happy Birthday Teddy Bear
Happy Belated 15th Birthday Teds!
I hosted Keyyol's birthday today at my house. Served fried rice and chicken. Madiha baked a chocolate cake. Almost everywhere in class came and made the whole party more merrier. Shamsul, Farah and Haiza helped in buying drinks and cleaning up the mess. Fir, Fa and Pidot also came along :)
Anyway, thank you everyone who came :)
Hope you had a goooood time Keyyol!
Xx
Gravity
You hold me without touch, you keep me without chains. I never wanted anything so much and I drown in your love and not feel your rain. Set me free. Leave me be. I don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity. Here I am and I stand... so tall. Just the way I'm suppose to be. But you're on to me and all over me.
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
It's a complicated mess and a hell hole right now
But I'm sure you dumbfucks enjoy my misery, so endure it all you can okay.
I've been stressing out lately. To the thought of in any second, I might die and rot in fucking Hell.Yes, that's what I've been up to.
I'm growing up too fast. One moment you're in kindergarten, playing "masak-masak" in a toy house outside, the next you're in high-school, wrapped around 4 things, pressure, drama, hypocrites and haters. I feel like life is such a waste of time, I don't really understand for my existence. Just like the poem, "Life's Brief Candle". One day I'll be gone, nothing to remember me by and I'm just sad sad tale told by a fool. TRU DAT SHAKESPEARE! TRU DAT!
I don't really care to care anymore. It's like, I suddenly don't mind about anything. Things such as death. I'm completely calm to the thought of one day I'll die and leave nothing behind. I guess the quote, "Live like you're dying" doesn't really signify what I'm defying ey? Oh well.
Most people have a "Bucket List". Things they would like to do before they die. Most would say, "Skydiving" or something crazy like "Own a snake". Well mine was, 1. To milk a cow in New Zealand. 2. To meet Brendon Urie. But face it, 1. I'll need to succeed in life to have cash to go to NZ, but is it really worth it... study my ass off - to milk a cow? 2. I WILL NEVER MEET BRENDON URIE. End. I got that piece of that shitty reality in my head already, no need a reminder.
Currently, this is my "Bucket List".
I used to have dreams, big dreams, I used to believe in so many things. Now, I just don't. I feel soulless. Some might know how dead I feel. But is it really a feeling? Feeling... dead?
I'm content to the thought of being alone. I prefer being alone. Nobody needs me and hell, I don't need anybody.
I've been stressing out lately. To the thought of in any second, I might die and rot in fucking Hell.Yes, that's what I've been up to.
I'm growing up too fast. One moment you're in kindergarten, playing "masak-masak" in a toy house outside, the next you're in high-school, wrapped around 4 things, pressure, drama, hypocrites and haters. I feel like life is such a waste of time, I don't really understand for my existence. Just like the poem, "Life's Brief Candle". One day I'll be gone, nothing to remember me by and I'm just sad sad tale told by a fool. TRU DAT SHAKESPEARE! TRU DAT!
I don't really care to care anymore. It's like, I suddenly don't mind about anything. Things such as death. I'm completely calm to the thought of one day I'll die and leave nothing behind. I guess the quote, "Live like you're dying" doesn't really signify what I'm defying ey? Oh well.
Most people have a "Bucket List". Things they would like to do before they die. Most would say, "Skydiving" or something crazy like "Own a snake". Well mine was, 1. To milk a cow in New Zealand. 2. To meet Brendon Urie. But face it, 1. I'll need to succeed in life to have cash to go to NZ, but is it really worth it... study my ass off - to milk a cow? 2. I WILL NEVER MEET BRENDON URIE. End. I got that piece of that shitty reality in my head already, no need a reminder.
Currently, this is my "Bucket List".
I used to have dreams, big dreams, I used to believe in so many things. Now, I just don't. I feel soulless. Some might know how dead I feel. But is it really a feeling? Feeling... dead?
I'm content to the thought of being alone. I prefer being alone. Nobody needs me and hell, I don't need anybody.
Monday, July 26, 2010
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Bahasa Melayu
I'm stealing essays online, hihi. I'm gonna memorize all of these essays and hopefully, one day, it will do me good. One of these essays I'm memorizing are bound to come out right? Lol lame strategy but I did this for my midterm exams and it did help.
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Contoh Karangan : Gejala Merokok Dalam Kalangan Remaja
Gejala merokok kian meningkat kini walaupun pelbagai kempen dijalankan untuk mengurangkan perokok. Banyak remaja, lelaki mahupun perempuan yang terjebak dalam tabiat buruk ini. Tabiat merokok bukan sahaja membazirkan wang malah membawa pelbagai penyakit yang boleh membawa maut seperti kanser paru-paru. Menurut Menteri Kesihatan, Dato’ Dr. Chua Soi Lek, peningkatan merokok dalam kalangan remaja kian meningkat mengikut statistik pada tahun 2006.
Kempen antimerokok yang sedang dijalankan oleh kerajaan baru-baru ini sememangnya satu langkah yang baik. Kerajaan patut dipuji kerana berusaha untuk membanteras tabiat merokok. Kempen ini memberi penumpuan kepada rupa paras negatif orang yang merokok untuk menakutkan remaja yang terjebak dalam tabiat ini. Kempen ini juga menunjukkan keadaan paru-paru orang yang merokok. Paru-paru tersebut hitam, kering, dan sungguh menakutkan.
Kempen antimerokok ini disebarkan secara meluas dalam pelbagai media. Televisyen, surat khabar, dan juga radio kini dipenuhi dengan iklan-iklan antimerokok. Para remaja yang majoritinya menonton televisyen serta mendengar radio diberi kesedaran mengenai tabiat merokok dan kesan-kesan melalui iklan-iklan ini. Melalui pengiklanan golongan sasaran kempen ini, iaitu perokok seharusnya dapat dicapai dan kadar perokok dapat dikurangkan.
Kempen antimerokok yang dilancarkan oleh kerajaan kira-kira setahun yang lalu di seluruh negara berlandaskan slogan “Tak Nak!” Slogan ini sangat sesuai untuk membuang tabiat buruk merokok dan mengatakan “tak nak kepada rokok.” Kesan-kesan buruk tabiat merokok yang dipaparkan dapat menanam rasa takut dalam jiwa perokok. Pihak kerajaan berharap kempen-kempen ini dapat menyedarkan perokok untuk berhenti merokok dan mengamalkan gaya hidup sihat.
Kempen antimerokok ini merupakan antara langkah kerajaan yang amat dipuji. Harapan kerajaan melalui kempen ini adalah untuk menyedarkan perokok dan mengurangkan jumlah perokok khususnya remaja.
Kesimpulannya, semua pihak berkenaan perlulah bekerjasama untuk menghapuskan tabiat yang membunuh ini. Dengan usaha kerajaan yang berterusan dan intensif ditambah dengan kerjasama masyarakat diharapkan kempen ini akan berjaya.
Contoh Karangan : Kesihatan Asas Kebahagiaan
“Kesihatan melambangkan kekayaan” dan “Badan sihat, otak cerdas” sering diungkapkan oleh orang ramai. Oleh itu, kesihatan amat penting kepada kita dan kita wajar menjaganya dengan sempurna. Kita sanggup melakukan pelbagai aktiviti untuk mencapai tahap kesihatan optimum seperti mengambil pelbagai produk kesihatan dan ubat-ubatan.
Langkah pertama yang perlu kita amalkan untuk menjaga kesihatan adalah dengan mengambil makanan yang berkhasiat dan seimbang setiap hari. Justeru, kita harus mengambil makanan daripada semua kelas makanan pada kadar yang betul seperti yang disyorkan oleh piramid makanan. Antara makanan yang berkhasiat termasuklah sayur-sayuran yang kaya dengan serat dan vitamin, bijirin, buah-buahan, hidupan laut, dan hasil tenusu yang membekalkan protein. Kita harus memastikan bahawa kita hanya mengambil makanan yang berkualiti sahaja.
Selain pengambilan makanan yang seimbang dan berkhasiat, kita perlu beriadah dan melakukan senaman atau bersukan. Hal ini perlu ditekankan sekiranya kita jarang melakukan kerja berat. Dengan beriadah atau bersukan, kita dapat menggerakkan otot badan dan membolehkannya berfungsi dengan baik. Di samping itu, kita juga dapat membakar lemak yang berlebihan dan mengeluarkan peluh. Aktiviti bersenam juga dapat melancarkan pengaliran darah dalam tubuh ke jantung dan mengurangkan risiko penyakit jantung. Pihak kerajaan menggalakkan masyarakat melakukan aktiviti sukan untuk mencegah seseorang daripada menghidapi kencing manis, sakit jantung, dan tekanan darah tinggi.
Akhirnya, ubat yang paling mujarab untuk mengekalkan kesihatan seseorang adalah dengan mempunyai rehat dan tidur yang secukupnya. Setiap orang digalakkan tidur tidak kurang daripada enam jam sehari. Kita juga harus berehat bagi mengekalkan kesihatan yang stabil. Orang yang tidak mempunyai rehat yang cukup tidak dapat menumpukan perhatian kepada kerja yang dilakukan dan melaksanakannya dengan baik. Malah mereka mudah berasa letih dan senang jatuh sakit. Oleh yang demikian, masa sekurang-kurangnya lapan jam sehari diperuntukkan untuk berehat dan tidur amat perlu ditekankan.
Kesimpulannya, kerajaan amat menitikberatkan kesihatan rakyat dengan menyediakan pelbagai kemudahan kesihatan di samping melancarkan kempen “Rakyat Sihat, Negara Maju.” Rakyat yang sihat dapat menyumbang kepada pembangunan negara dan menjadi pekerja yang produktif. Justeru, setiap rakyat harus bertanggungjawab untuk menjaga kesihatan diri seperti kata cogan kata mencegah lebih baik daripada merawat.
Contoh Karangan : Pencemaran Sungai
Sejak beberapa tahun, kerajaan telah melancarkan kempen ”Sayangi Sungai ”dalam negara yang merangkumi pelbagai usaha memantau, memulihara, membersih dan mengindahkan keadaan sungai. Walaupun begitu, belakangan ini, isu pencemaran sungai kian serius sehinggakan Menteri Sumber Asli dan Alam Sekitar, Datuk Seri Azmi Khalid melahirkan rasa kecewanya kerana tidak terdapat kesan yang boleh dibanggakan terhadap keadaan banyak sungai kita.
Masalahnya tidak kelihatan apa-apa tindakan berkesan dilakukan. Mereka yang mendiami sekitaran sungai seperti pengusaha kilang, peniaga gerai makan dan juga penghuni rumah masih menganggap sungai sebagai tempat untuk menyalurkan sampah dan segala macam sisa yang hendak dibuang.
Pihak berkuasa tempatan (PBT) dan kerajaan negeri perlu mengadakan pelbagai acara membabitkan orang ramai dan industri. Sokongan orang ramai dan swasta adalah penting sekiranya kempen menyayangi sungai dikehendaki mendatangkan kesan. Perasaan cintakan sungai yang mengalir melalui kediaman atau bandar mereka diami adalah milik mereka juga perlu dipupuk. Hanya dengan cara begini, baru akan timbul perasaan menyayangi sungai mereka sendiri dan dengan itu mereka juga berusaha memuliharanya daripada dicemari. Apa pun kebanyakan sungai dan kawasan lembahnya terus dilanda pencemaran. Malah tahap pencemaran terhadap beberapa batang sungai semakin teruk hingga ada yang terpaksa dikategorikan sebagai sudah ‘mati’.
Mengikut perangkaan yang diberikan oleh Ketua Pengarah Jabatan Perairan dan Saliran, Datuk Keizrul Abdullah, kedudukan sungai dalam negara kita sebenarnya semakin meruncing.Daripada keseluruhan 120 kawasan lembah sungai yang dipantau Jabatan Alam Sekitar (JAS) kedudukan pencemarannya semakin buruk dari tahun ke tahun.Pada tahun 2002, masih ada 63 sungai dikategorikan sebagai bersih, tetapi setahun kemudian hanya tinggal 58 sungai yang masih bersih. Pada 2002, 43 sungai dianggap sudah tercemar manakala setahun kemudian jumlah sungai yang tercemar meningkat kepada 53. Bagaimanapun, jumlah sungai yang mengalami pencemaran teruk tinggal sembilan batang saja pada 2003 berbanding dengan 14 sebelum itu. Tidak diketahui apakah yang menyebabkan lima sungai yang tercemar teruk pada 2002 bertambah baik setahun kemudian.
Pemantauan yang dilakukan Jabatan Alam Sekitar menunjukkan bahawa kiranya tidak ada rancangan berkesan memelihara kebersihan sungai, kedudukan kebanyakan sungai dalam negara akan terus dilanda pencemaran. Hal ini disebabkan, keseluruhannya rakyat negara ini amat kurang prihatin terhadap tahap kebersihan sungai. Kebanyakan daripada mereka seolah-olah tidak pernah terfikir bahawa merekalah juga yang menyebabkan keadaan kebanyakan sungai kita terus tercemar. Penghuni rumah di tepi sungai baik setinggan atau pun tidak, berterusan menganggap sungai seperti saliran membuang najis dan sampah. Kalau diperhatikan kawasan perumahan, bangunan dan rumah kedai yang didirikan 30 atau 40 tahun lalu semuanya membelakangkan sungai. Ramai ketika itu menjadikan sungai sebagai saliran sampah dan najis. Sehingga kini pun ketika pemaju perumahan misalnya sudah tidak lagi menganggap sungai sebagai saliran sampah dan mula mendirikan rumah menghadap sungai, itupun orang ramai masih tidak dapat mengikis pandangan mereka terhadap sungai.
Selagi tahap kesedaran terhadap kebersihan sungai tidak dapat diwujudkan, selagi itulah segala usaha untuk memulihkan sungai tidak akan berkesan. Kesedaran demikian ini seharusnya dipupuk daripada bangku sekolah lagi. Perasaan cinta akan sungai dan prihatin terhadap persekitaran alam didedahkan kepada murid di sekolah lagi supaya apabila dewasa kelak mereka akan lebih prihatin terhadap usaha kebersihan alam sekitar.Media juga boleh memainkan peranan untuk meningkatkan kesedaran orang ramai terhadap pentingnya sungai dipelihara supaya terus bersih.
Demikian juga walaupun ada pelbagai peraturan dan undang-undang mencegah kotoran dan sisa pengilangan atau ternakan dibuang ke sungai, kegiatan tidak bertanggungjawab ini tetap diteruskan.Pemantauan dan pencegahan oleh Jabatan Alam Sekitar dan pihak berkuasa tempatan perlu ditingkatkan. Lazimnya, apabila pencemaran didedahkan media, barulah mereka bertindak. Bahkan kadangkala pesalah hanya dikenakan kompaun yang tidak seberapa sehingga tidak wujud perasaan takut menghadapi tindakan. Walaupun ada peruntukan membolehkan kilang yang secara berterusan membuang sisa dan sisa toksik ditutup, apakah tindakan drastik demikian ini pernah diambil? Sebenarnya kalau ada kemahuan, sungai-sungai ini sememangnya boleh dipulihkan menjadi bersih agar ikan akan dapat membiak kembali dan berbagai-bagai kegiatan riadah dan pelancongan boleh dilaksanakan menggunakan sungai terbabit.
Jelasnya, segala usaha mungkin akan mengambil masa tetapi sekiranya ada keazaman dan dengan perangan rapi dan dapat pula dilaksanakan dengan betul tanpa pengecualian tentunya sungai-sungai yang terjejas dapat dipulihkan.
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Contoh Karangan : Gejala Merokok Dalam Kalangan Remaja
Gejala merokok kian meningkat kini walaupun pelbagai kempen dijalankan untuk mengurangkan perokok. Banyak remaja, lelaki mahupun perempuan yang terjebak dalam tabiat buruk ini. Tabiat merokok bukan sahaja membazirkan wang malah membawa pelbagai penyakit yang boleh membawa maut seperti kanser paru-paru. Menurut Menteri Kesihatan, Dato’ Dr. Chua Soi Lek, peningkatan merokok dalam kalangan remaja kian meningkat mengikut statistik pada tahun 2006.
Kempen antimerokok yang sedang dijalankan oleh kerajaan baru-baru ini sememangnya satu langkah yang baik. Kerajaan patut dipuji kerana berusaha untuk membanteras tabiat merokok. Kempen ini memberi penumpuan kepada rupa paras negatif orang yang merokok untuk menakutkan remaja yang terjebak dalam tabiat ini. Kempen ini juga menunjukkan keadaan paru-paru orang yang merokok. Paru-paru tersebut hitam, kering, dan sungguh menakutkan.
Kempen antimerokok ini disebarkan secara meluas dalam pelbagai media. Televisyen, surat khabar, dan juga radio kini dipenuhi dengan iklan-iklan antimerokok. Para remaja yang majoritinya menonton televisyen serta mendengar radio diberi kesedaran mengenai tabiat merokok dan kesan-kesan melalui iklan-iklan ini. Melalui pengiklanan golongan sasaran kempen ini, iaitu perokok seharusnya dapat dicapai dan kadar perokok dapat dikurangkan.
Kempen antimerokok yang dilancarkan oleh kerajaan kira-kira setahun yang lalu di seluruh negara berlandaskan slogan “Tak Nak!” Slogan ini sangat sesuai untuk membuang tabiat buruk merokok dan mengatakan “tak nak kepada rokok.” Kesan-kesan buruk tabiat merokok yang dipaparkan dapat menanam rasa takut dalam jiwa perokok. Pihak kerajaan berharap kempen-kempen ini dapat menyedarkan perokok untuk berhenti merokok dan mengamalkan gaya hidup sihat.
Kempen antimerokok ini merupakan antara langkah kerajaan yang amat dipuji. Harapan kerajaan melalui kempen ini adalah untuk menyedarkan perokok dan mengurangkan jumlah perokok khususnya remaja.
Kesimpulannya, semua pihak berkenaan perlulah bekerjasama untuk menghapuskan tabiat yang membunuh ini. Dengan usaha kerajaan yang berterusan dan intensif ditambah dengan kerjasama masyarakat diharapkan kempen ini akan berjaya.
Contoh Karangan : Kesihatan Asas Kebahagiaan
“Kesihatan melambangkan kekayaan” dan “Badan sihat, otak cerdas” sering diungkapkan oleh orang ramai. Oleh itu, kesihatan amat penting kepada kita dan kita wajar menjaganya dengan sempurna. Kita sanggup melakukan pelbagai aktiviti untuk mencapai tahap kesihatan optimum seperti mengambil pelbagai produk kesihatan dan ubat-ubatan.
Langkah pertama yang perlu kita amalkan untuk menjaga kesihatan adalah dengan mengambil makanan yang berkhasiat dan seimbang setiap hari. Justeru, kita harus mengambil makanan daripada semua kelas makanan pada kadar yang betul seperti yang disyorkan oleh piramid makanan. Antara makanan yang berkhasiat termasuklah sayur-sayuran yang kaya dengan serat dan vitamin, bijirin, buah-buahan, hidupan laut, dan hasil tenusu yang membekalkan protein. Kita harus memastikan bahawa kita hanya mengambil makanan yang berkualiti sahaja.
Selain pengambilan makanan yang seimbang dan berkhasiat, kita perlu beriadah dan melakukan senaman atau bersukan. Hal ini perlu ditekankan sekiranya kita jarang melakukan kerja berat. Dengan beriadah atau bersukan, kita dapat menggerakkan otot badan dan membolehkannya berfungsi dengan baik. Di samping itu, kita juga dapat membakar lemak yang berlebihan dan mengeluarkan peluh. Aktiviti bersenam juga dapat melancarkan pengaliran darah dalam tubuh ke jantung dan mengurangkan risiko penyakit jantung. Pihak kerajaan menggalakkan masyarakat melakukan aktiviti sukan untuk mencegah seseorang daripada menghidapi kencing manis, sakit jantung, dan tekanan darah tinggi.
Akhirnya, ubat yang paling mujarab untuk mengekalkan kesihatan seseorang adalah dengan mempunyai rehat dan tidur yang secukupnya. Setiap orang digalakkan tidur tidak kurang daripada enam jam sehari. Kita juga harus berehat bagi mengekalkan kesihatan yang stabil. Orang yang tidak mempunyai rehat yang cukup tidak dapat menumpukan perhatian kepada kerja yang dilakukan dan melaksanakannya dengan baik. Malah mereka mudah berasa letih dan senang jatuh sakit. Oleh yang demikian, masa sekurang-kurangnya lapan jam sehari diperuntukkan untuk berehat dan tidur amat perlu ditekankan.
Kesimpulannya, kerajaan amat menitikberatkan kesihatan rakyat dengan menyediakan pelbagai kemudahan kesihatan di samping melancarkan kempen “Rakyat Sihat, Negara Maju.” Rakyat yang sihat dapat menyumbang kepada pembangunan negara dan menjadi pekerja yang produktif. Justeru, setiap rakyat harus bertanggungjawab untuk menjaga kesihatan diri seperti kata cogan kata mencegah lebih baik daripada merawat.
Contoh Karangan : Pencemaran Sungai
Sejak beberapa tahun, kerajaan telah melancarkan kempen ”Sayangi Sungai ”dalam negara yang merangkumi pelbagai usaha memantau, memulihara, membersih dan mengindahkan keadaan sungai. Walaupun begitu, belakangan ini, isu pencemaran sungai kian serius sehinggakan Menteri Sumber Asli dan Alam Sekitar, Datuk Seri Azmi Khalid melahirkan rasa kecewanya kerana tidak terdapat kesan yang boleh dibanggakan terhadap keadaan banyak sungai kita.
Masalahnya tidak kelihatan apa-apa tindakan berkesan dilakukan. Mereka yang mendiami sekitaran sungai seperti pengusaha kilang, peniaga gerai makan dan juga penghuni rumah masih menganggap sungai sebagai tempat untuk menyalurkan sampah dan segala macam sisa yang hendak dibuang.
Pihak berkuasa tempatan (PBT) dan kerajaan negeri perlu mengadakan pelbagai acara membabitkan orang ramai dan industri. Sokongan orang ramai dan swasta adalah penting sekiranya kempen menyayangi sungai dikehendaki mendatangkan kesan. Perasaan cintakan sungai yang mengalir melalui kediaman atau bandar mereka diami adalah milik mereka juga perlu dipupuk. Hanya dengan cara begini, baru akan timbul perasaan menyayangi sungai mereka sendiri dan dengan itu mereka juga berusaha memuliharanya daripada dicemari. Apa pun kebanyakan sungai dan kawasan lembahnya terus dilanda pencemaran. Malah tahap pencemaran terhadap beberapa batang sungai semakin teruk hingga ada yang terpaksa dikategorikan sebagai sudah ‘mati’.
Mengikut perangkaan yang diberikan oleh Ketua Pengarah Jabatan Perairan dan Saliran, Datuk Keizrul Abdullah, kedudukan sungai dalam negara kita sebenarnya semakin meruncing.Daripada keseluruhan 120 kawasan lembah sungai yang dipantau Jabatan Alam Sekitar (JAS) kedudukan pencemarannya semakin buruk dari tahun ke tahun.Pada tahun 2002, masih ada 63 sungai dikategorikan sebagai bersih, tetapi setahun kemudian hanya tinggal 58 sungai yang masih bersih. Pada 2002, 43 sungai dianggap sudah tercemar manakala setahun kemudian jumlah sungai yang tercemar meningkat kepada 53. Bagaimanapun, jumlah sungai yang mengalami pencemaran teruk tinggal sembilan batang saja pada 2003 berbanding dengan 14 sebelum itu. Tidak diketahui apakah yang menyebabkan lima sungai yang tercemar teruk pada 2002 bertambah baik setahun kemudian.
Pemantauan yang dilakukan Jabatan Alam Sekitar menunjukkan bahawa kiranya tidak ada rancangan berkesan memelihara kebersihan sungai, kedudukan kebanyakan sungai dalam negara akan terus dilanda pencemaran. Hal ini disebabkan, keseluruhannya rakyat negara ini amat kurang prihatin terhadap tahap kebersihan sungai. Kebanyakan daripada mereka seolah-olah tidak pernah terfikir bahawa merekalah juga yang menyebabkan keadaan kebanyakan sungai kita terus tercemar. Penghuni rumah di tepi sungai baik setinggan atau pun tidak, berterusan menganggap sungai seperti saliran membuang najis dan sampah. Kalau diperhatikan kawasan perumahan, bangunan dan rumah kedai yang didirikan 30 atau 40 tahun lalu semuanya membelakangkan sungai. Ramai ketika itu menjadikan sungai sebagai saliran sampah dan najis. Sehingga kini pun ketika pemaju perumahan misalnya sudah tidak lagi menganggap sungai sebagai saliran sampah dan mula mendirikan rumah menghadap sungai, itupun orang ramai masih tidak dapat mengikis pandangan mereka terhadap sungai.
Selagi tahap kesedaran terhadap kebersihan sungai tidak dapat diwujudkan, selagi itulah segala usaha untuk memulihkan sungai tidak akan berkesan. Kesedaran demikian ini seharusnya dipupuk daripada bangku sekolah lagi. Perasaan cinta akan sungai dan prihatin terhadap persekitaran alam didedahkan kepada murid di sekolah lagi supaya apabila dewasa kelak mereka akan lebih prihatin terhadap usaha kebersihan alam sekitar.Media juga boleh memainkan peranan untuk meningkatkan kesedaran orang ramai terhadap pentingnya sungai dipelihara supaya terus bersih.
Demikian juga walaupun ada pelbagai peraturan dan undang-undang mencegah kotoran dan sisa pengilangan atau ternakan dibuang ke sungai, kegiatan tidak bertanggungjawab ini tetap diteruskan.Pemantauan dan pencegahan oleh Jabatan Alam Sekitar dan pihak berkuasa tempatan perlu ditingkatkan. Lazimnya, apabila pencemaran didedahkan media, barulah mereka bertindak. Bahkan kadangkala pesalah hanya dikenakan kompaun yang tidak seberapa sehingga tidak wujud perasaan takut menghadapi tindakan. Walaupun ada peruntukan membolehkan kilang yang secara berterusan membuang sisa dan sisa toksik ditutup, apakah tindakan drastik demikian ini pernah diambil? Sebenarnya kalau ada kemahuan, sungai-sungai ini sememangnya boleh dipulihkan menjadi bersih agar ikan akan dapat membiak kembali dan berbagai-bagai kegiatan riadah dan pelancongan boleh dilaksanakan menggunakan sungai terbabit.
Jelasnya, segala usaha mungkin akan mengambil masa tetapi sekiranya ada keazaman dan dengan perangan rapi dan dapat pula dilaksanakan dengan betul tanpa pengecualian tentunya sungai-sungai yang terjejas dapat dipulihkan.
Overview
Hello, it's two months until PMR and I'm seriously not ready :)
Subjects overview:
Bahasa Melayu
English
Science
Mathematics
Agama
Sejarah
Geografi
Kemahiran Hidup
Subjects I could easily get an A for are English and Science. Subjects that I could work on (from a B to an A) are Bahasa Melayu, Agama, Geografi, Kemahiran Hidup. Subjects I need help on are Maths and Sejarah. Ugh. This is painful.
Subjects overview:
Bahasa Melayu
English
Science
Mathematics
Agama
Sejarah
Geografi
Kemahiran Hidup
Subjects I could easily get an A for are English and Science. Subjects that I could work on (from a B to an A) are Bahasa Melayu, Agama, Geografi, Kemahiran Hidup. Subjects I need help on are Maths and Sejarah. Ugh. This is painful.
Blood is thicker than water
Sisters. So many definitions. So many point of views. Some have it rough, some have it easy. I have it just nice. These little creepers are awesome. Though they may be one of my daily irritation, I love their company. Now and always.
"I may be that guy you see everywhere but not know his name. Cause to be completely honest, you were the girl I saw everywhere and not know her name. And yes, it took me my whole youth to finally come up and meet you. And so far, these ticking seconds with you, has been by far the greatest thing that has ever happen to me. I think I just might be falling for you."
"And how many girls have you said THAT to?"
"Just once. I just told her 2 seconds ago."
"No, I just. NO. This is..."
"Absolutely ridiculous? Well it's fate, and fate is ridiculous. I kissed a girl at a party 5 minutes ago and I think I'm inlove! Look me in the eye and tell me that you don't feel the exact same way...
... I knew you couldn't."
"And how many girls have you said THAT to?"
"Just once. I just told her 2 seconds ago."
"No, I just. NO. This is..."
"Absolutely ridiculous? Well it's fate, and fate is ridiculous. I kissed a girl at a party 5 minutes ago and I think I'm inlove! Look me in the eye and tell me that you don't feel the exact same way...
... I knew you couldn't."
Saturday, July 24, 2010
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Do you need contacts?
It's hilarious how you surround yourself with stupid ugly bitches, when you already had a good girl in your life. She may have screwed you over but she never wanted to and you knew that. But you still stuck with your ego and what you think is right for you. All you want now is to prove your point that you can find someone better. Well, now how's that working out for you?
Wakka wakka eh
I actually miss camping at school.
I miss imagining slow and painful deaths of those people I hate. I miss staring someone straight in the eye, sending bad auras to their unworthy souls. I miss silently praying for the worst. I miss contributing into an "accident". I miss cursing out immortally.
Lol, okay, I guess I don't really miss camping. I miss hating on people. Hoho, I am a weird child.
I miss imagining slow and painful deaths of those people I hate. I miss staring someone straight in the eye, sending bad auras to their unworthy souls. I miss silently praying for the worst. I miss contributing into an "accident". I miss cursing out immortally.
Lol, okay, I guess I don't really miss camping. I miss hating on people. Hoho, I am a weird child.
Sooogar
Hello bloggy,
I didn't go to school today. Got an MC from the doctor. For only ONE day. Pft. I know if I say this I'd sound ungrateful but I wish I was sick. Like, really sick. Going-to-die kinda sick. Ugh. I mean it when I say, I am completely SICK and TIRED of school. Like, who isn't? Oh, people who actually want a bright future. Well you fuckers are living a lie.
Anyway, I had an early surprise party for my sister, Kaiyisah, just now. I baked cupcakes, boughtcandy and hung balloons at our patio. Kaiyisah was so touched. Had tons of help from Kameleia and Kieyanna. And mummy too :-)
Oooooh and tomorrow I'm going to Kuantan for a family day, hihi, can't wait!
I didn't go to school today. Got an MC from the doctor. For only ONE day. Pft. I know if I say this I'd sound ungrateful but I wish I was sick. Like, really sick. Going-to-die kinda sick. Ugh. I mean it when I say, I am completely SICK and TIRED of school. Like, who isn't? Oh, people who actually want a bright future. Well you fuckers are living a lie.
Anyway, I had an early surprise party for my sister, Kaiyisah, just now. I baked cupcakes, bought
Oooooh and tomorrow I'm going to Kuantan for a family day, hihi, can't wait!
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
You got gamed brotha
I've always kept my mouth shut for you but you're just YOU. Yes, that is the biggest insult I could ever say to you. You are a complete mess. You're a loser. You have NO LIFE. Face the fact, that you are a disappointment. So before you analyze me and my flaws, look at your goddamn self first. I've only been to an event with you once and that was one of the worst nights of my life. It was a BORE. A private event in the middle of a public mall, with such small space, the food was horrible and the perfume smelled like shit. Yeah, face it, that event, was nothing but shit. Aw, go tell Kak Atilia how unappreciative I am. I don't give a fuck. And was I an ass? Lol, atleast I didn't dip myself in chemicals to look good. You and your stupid old botox hags should just rot in hell.
Pft, you couldn't even get the easiest girl in school. Yeah, I said it. You are pathetic.
"Ciao"
Pft, you couldn't even get the easiest girl in school. Yeah, I said it. You are pathetic.
"Ciao"
Seriously, who the fuck do you think you are?
Cursing is a sin. But cursing is also a form of speech. We have freedom of speech. So who the fuck do you think you are to tell me to shut up? Bitch
Hee
I wait on you forever
And a day, hand and foot
Your world is my world, yeah
Ain't no way you ever gon'
Get any less then you should
'Cause baby
You smile, I smile, oh
'Cause whenever
You smile, I smile
Hey hey hey
Your lips, my biggest weakness
Shouldn't have let you know
I'm always gonna do what they say
If you need me,
I'll come running from a thousand miles away
When you smile, I smile
Woah oh oh oh
You smile, I smile, hey
Baby take my open heart
And all it offers
'Cause this is as unconditional
As it'll ever get
You ain't seen nothin yet
I won't ever hesitate to give you more
'Cause baby
You smile, I smile
Woah oh oh oh
You smile, I smile
Hey hey hey
You smile, I smile
I smile, I smile, I smile
You smile, I smile
Make me smile baby
Baby you won't ever want for nothing
You are my ins and my means now
With you there's no in between
I'm all in
'Cause my cards are on the table
And I'm willing and I'm able
But I fold to your wish
'Cause it's my command
Hey hey hey
You smile, I smile
Woah oh oh oh
You smile, I smile
Hey hey hey
You smile, I smile
I smile, I smile, I smile
You smile, I smile
You smile, I smile
You smile, I smile
Monday, July 19, 2010
Camping
So I went to my school's camp. Things that happen there was I got tanned, so many arguments, deadly exhaustion, dehydration, perspiration (A whole lot of perspiration!), laughter and new experience. It was a good camping trip. Memories, memories. Forever, it will last.
Midnight Bayou
I watched a movie called Midnight Bayou yesterday and I must say, I love the movie so much. The love Abigail and Lucian portray was truly amazing. The reenactment of the future/modern Abigail and Lucian was kinda off, but the whole idea of the movie was a true masterpiece. Declan and Lena was a cute couple but knowing Declan was Abigail and Lena was Lucian... uh, it was, again, kinda off. Lol. Okay, if you haven't watched the movie yet, I recommend that you mus.
Thursday, July 15, 2010
After I swallow you, I'll spit you out
I just feel secure and I don't want to feel out of touch.
I can't stand the breeze of loneliness. I really can't.
I can't stand the breeze of loneliness. I really can't.
My adrenaline
Went out with Fir today. Bought the stuff I needed for tomorrow. Yeah, for camping :) We went to Tesco for the groceries. Then we went to a market at Section 8 and bought two roles of Raffia ropes. After that we went to a hardware store at Section 7 and bought 7 wood logs. I think I'm pretty prepared. Ugh, hopefully. I'm really nervous. Gosh! Meeting Fir tonight, he's bringing me banana leaves. Okay, I do not know how to explain this part. Lol. Hee, I'm happy :)
Thank you Fir, Irsyad and Shamsul for carrying the things up to my place :p ♥
Thank you Fir, Irsyad and Shamsul for carrying the things up to my place :p ♥
Dancing with tears in my eyes
Here we go
Welcome to my funeral
Without you I dont even have a pulse
All alone it's dark and cold
With every move I die
Here I go
This is my confession oh
A lost cause nobody can save my soul
I am so delusional
With every move I die
I have destroyed our life,
It's gone
Payback is sick
It's all my fault
I'm dancing with tears in my eyes
Just fighting to get through the night
I'm losing it
With every move I die
I'm fading
I'm broken inside
I've wasted the love of my life
I'm losing it
With every move I die
When did I become such a hyprociate
Double life, lies that you caught me in
Trust me I'm paying for it with every move I die
On the floor I'm just a zombie who I am is not who I wanna be
I'm such a tradegy with every move I die
I have destroyed our life,
It's gone
Payback is sick
It's all my fault
I'm dancing with tears in my eyes
Just fighting to get through the night
I'm losing it
With every move I die
I'm fading
I'm broken inside
I've wasted the love of my life
I'm losing it
With every move I die
This is it and now your really gone this time
Never once thought I'd be in pieces left behind
I'm dancing with tears in my eyes
Just fighting to get through the night
I'm losing it
With every move I die
I'm fading
I'm broken inside
I've wasted the love of my life
I'm losing it
With every move I die
Welcome to my funeral
Without you I dont even have a pulse
All alone it's dark and cold
With every move I die
Here I go
This is my confession oh
A lost cause nobody can save my soul
I am so delusional
With every move I die
I have destroyed our life,
It's gone
Payback is sick
It's all my fault
I'm dancing with tears in my eyes
Just fighting to get through the night
I'm losing it
With every move I die
I'm fading
I'm broken inside
I've wasted the love of my life
I'm losing it
With every move I die
When did I become such a hyprociate
Double life, lies that you caught me in
Trust me I'm paying for it with every move I die
On the floor I'm just a zombie who I am is not who I wanna be
I'm such a tradegy with every move I die
I have destroyed our life,
It's gone
Payback is sick
It's all my fault
I'm dancing with tears in my eyes
Just fighting to get through the night
I'm losing it
With every move I die
I'm fading
I'm broken inside
I've wasted the love of my life
I'm losing it
With every move I die
This is it and now your really gone this time
Never once thought I'd be in pieces left behind
I'm dancing with tears in my eyes
Just fighting to get through the night
I'm losing it
With every move I die
I'm fading
I'm broken inside
I've wasted the love of my life
I'm losing it
With every move I die
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Should I
1. Get high?
2. Or maybe get wasted?
3. Oooooh tempting...
4. Or should I just smoke my troubles away?
5. Or should I just stuff myself with candy?
6. Ooooh and ice-cream too!
7. Not forgetting chocolates...
8. Ugh I don't have any of these now...
9. I guess I'll just sleep
Depression
2. Or maybe get wasted?
3. Oooooh tempting...
4. Or should I just smoke my troubles away?
5. Or should I just stuff myself with candy?
6. Ooooh and ice-cream too!
7. Not forgetting chocolates...
8. Ugh I don't have any of these now...
9. I guess I'll just sleep
Depression
Perfection
The day I knew about his existence, was the first time I ever lived and felt alive. Brendon Boyd Urie. The sexiest human being ever to walk earth. Brendon, you are my life. Lol Edward Cullen much, I kno ♥ I've been inlove (obsessing over) with Brendon ever since 07'. Can I please leap into his arms and hold on to him forever? Please? PLEASE?!
Time to get back on track
You've gone too far in my book and I will not be treated this way. I'm no brainless love whore, well, not anymore. How many times are you planning to screw me over? And you expect me to forgive you, over and over again? Are you really pure douche? Do you think calling me up and apologizing is enough? Are you really that stupid?
I'm done insulting you and praying for your death. You already know how much I hate you right? Good.
Rot in hell dickface. Yours truly, Kiestina.
I'm done insulting you and praying for your death. You already know how much I hate you right? Good.
Rot in hell dickface. Yours truly, Kiestina.
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Fire-fighters
MIGHTY MIGHTY BOMBA, yes, I am.
This Friday, I'm going for camp in school. One information about my lame school is that the camp is held in school. Yes, IN school. At the school's field. Which is like how many meters away from my home? Lol. But I love camps, no matter where, I just love camps :)
And this year, I'm cooking Sweet and Sour Fish okay. Me and Fareed are sooooo gonna win the cooking competition this year. Hellsyeah.
I can't wait, like seriously :)
This Friday, I'm going for camp in school. One information about my lame school is that the camp is held in school. Yes, IN school. At the school's field. Which is like how many meters away from my home? Lol. But I love camps, no matter where, I just love camps :)
And this year, I'm cooking Sweet and Sour Fish okay. Me and Fareed are sooooo gonna win the cooking competition this year. Hellsyeah.
I can't wait, like seriously :)
I like em' monochromes
As you can see, my blog is pretty much all black and white. I wouldn't say I'm an emo person (Lol, even though I think I am) but I prefer it that way. I prefer my blog looking completely dark and dull. I'm a boring person, bear with me.
An uncertainty is killing me
The unanswered questions, the wonder, the clutter. Tell me what should I do cause I'm just drawing a blank and I'm weak. Save me.
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Friday, July 9, 2010
Love me, hate me, say what you want about me
Hi,
When someone dislikes you, you would know. From the way they talk to you, the way they behave when they're with you even from the way they look at you. You'd know when bad auras are filling the room. Okay, I definitely know that perhaps most of you people realllllly dislike me. Hate me. Annoyed by me. Dislikes/hates my personality. Dislikes/hate the way I talk. Oh whatever it is, I think I know how much most people feel about me.
I have to admit, I can't even stand me, how can others.
But hating someone because you think you're better than them, that's stupid.
Okay fine, I'm not the material girl, face it, you're pretty ugly yourself. Okay fine, I'm not really great in the whole fashion world thing, face it, your style is pretty lame too. Okay fine, my love life is fucked up, face it, I'm a believer and you're just a soulless automaton. Okay fine, I'm not nice, face it, hating someone is also not nice. Okay fine, you've heard about my mistakes in the past, face it, you do not know what I've been through and you don't have the fucking rights to judge me.
And also, hating someone because your friend hates that person, that's childish and immature.
I have my flaws, I'm not perfect, I'm human.
I have my regrets but I'm not going to let anything hold me down.
I'm not super in life but I'm living mine the way I want to. And again, it is MY life anyway.
But it is your choice to hate me all you want and guess what, I hate you too. Equal but not fair.
:*
When someone dislikes you, you would know. From the way they talk to you, the way they behave when they're with you even from the way they look at you. You'd know when bad auras are filling the room. Okay, I definitely know that perhaps most of you people realllllly dislike me. Hate me. Annoyed by me. Dislikes/hates my personality. Dislikes/hate the way I talk. Oh whatever it is, I think I know how much most people feel about me.
I have to admit, I can't even stand me, how can others.
But hating someone because you think you're better than them, that's stupid.
Okay fine, I'm not the material girl, face it, you're pretty ugly yourself. Okay fine, I'm not really great in the whole fashion world thing, face it, your style is pretty lame too. Okay fine, my love life is fucked up, face it, I'm a believer and you're just a soulless automaton. Okay fine, I'm not nice, face it, hating someone is also not nice. Okay fine, you've heard about my mistakes in the past, face it, you do not know what I've been through and you don't have the fucking rights to judge me.
And also, hating someone because your friend hates that person, that's childish and immature.
I have my flaws, I'm not perfect, I'm human.
I have my regrets but I'm not going to let anything hold me down.
I'm not super in life but I'm living mine the way I want to. And again, it is MY life anyway.
But it is your choice to hate me all you want and guess what, I hate you too. Equal but not fair.
:*
Hohohohoho just drank a glass of chocolate milk with whip cream and I'm pretty bored. As you can see I'm holding a bottle of cologne - Superman spray cologne. Hoho I've been spraying it everywhere when I bought it. Poor Fir, he had to endure my super fresh scent, hihi. I think the perfume has gone deep in my blood veins - I'm contaminated. Oh-oh
Octopus say what?
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/world/africa/10569977.stm
Paul says Spain's winning I'm hoping that damn octopus is wrong. I want Holland to win. Pwease?
Paul says Spain's winning I'm hoping that damn octopus is wrong. I want Holland to win. Pwease?
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Thursday night
Hello.
Lol okay, bye :)
- Today I was on a mission.
- To get Muzzamel a good ass cake from Secret Recipe.
- Typical me, I blew it off to the last minute.
- Went down to the shops late and Secret Recipe was already closed :'(
- Thank God Bakerys Cottage was still open so I bought a Blackforrest Cake there.
- I accidentally met with Ira there, she was jamming with her pals.
- I chilled with her for awhile.
- Then Iena and Shidy came infront of the jamming studio.
- We went to Muzz's house.
- Attempted to surprise Muzz.
- Major FAIL.
- Shidy had to go home.
- Shidy went home.
- Fir came.
- I said goodbye to Muzz and sent Iena home.
- Had a talk with Fir.
- Bought snacks at KK Mart.
- Overall the price was RM28.10.
- Awesome.
- Then Fir sent me home.
- Fir hasn't texted :/
- FIR WHERE ARE YOUUUU~?
Lol okay, bye :)
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Malfunction
Lie to me if you know the truth would hurt. Hug me if you know you've done wrong. Look me straight in the eye and tell me you love me even if you don't. Cause lies wont hurt me. I'm fragile as it is, I'll just endure with it all. I'll carry every broken heart piece along with these scars into my grave. Have a good life... while you still can.
Sunday, July 4, 2010
And every time I get mad at you, it just doesn't feel right. Suddenly my ego sweeps in and I don't give a fuck. But then my heart speaks, it reminded me of something I forgot. My head starts to remember, remember how I've always felt for you. I don't ever want to forget again. You're the best part of my life. I love you.
Stress releasing night
Just got back from a good night with ze boyfriend and ze friends ♥
Tomorrow's school. Hm. I've been undergoing this thing called pressure. I can't fucking deal with the fact that I'm actually 15. I feel old. I don't know. I'm not comfortable with growing up. How I'm suddenly responsible for things. How I'm suddenly in charge of my own future. For 14 whole years of living by my parents, growing up on my own isn't really easy. I can't really depend on anyone else other than me. And that freaks me out a little. Uh, I mean A LOT! I see my older siblings in college. I was there when they grew older and how they got to where they are. GOSH, it's really overwhelming. I'm just... ugh... is this one of those phases teenagers go through? Or is it just me?
This year is my year. It's the big PMR. I can't... ugh, I can't. I just know that I'm not ready. I can feel it in my gut- that feeling of FAILURE. I can't disappoint my parents, I can't disappoint myself. THIS IS STRESSFUL OK!
I need to take a chill pill yo
Save me
Tomorrow's school. Hm. I've been undergoing this thing called pressure. I can't fucking deal with the fact that I'm actually 15. I feel old. I don't know. I'm not comfortable with growing up. How I'm suddenly responsible for things. How I'm suddenly in charge of my own future. For 14 whole years of living by my parents, growing up on my own isn't really easy. I can't really depend on anyone else other than me. And that freaks me out a little. Uh, I mean A LOT! I see my older siblings in college. I was there when they grew older and how they got to where they are. GOSH, it's really overwhelming. I'm just... ugh... is this one of those phases teenagers go through? Or is it just me?
This year is my year. It's the big PMR. I can't... ugh, I can't. I just know that I'm not ready. I can feel it in my gut- that feeling of FAILURE. I can't disappoint my parents, I can't disappoint myself. THIS IS STRESSFUL OK!
I need to take a chill pill yo
Save me
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